Time Will Tell
To start, this may be the very first and last post on the profile. That does depend on whether I like this blogging platform or not. If you happen to see more post that wow, I must really have done something. But anyways I’m here to just ramble my mind off. Ya’ know, get some stuff of my chest. To be honest, there really isn’t much on my mind. I just like to sit down and just start typing about nonsese in hopes to captivate people that are reading. Eventually I get tired of trying to grab ahold of poeples minds and run away onto an imaginary island full of rattle snakes a ghost and try to fight them with a plastic spork. Some battle huh? I would say so. I mean think about it, Me vs Snakes & Ghost. That shit is crazy! I could see it right now, getting the stuff chocked out of me by a ghost and then getting bit by a damn rattle snake. Ain’t that some shit. lol.
You guys all know me. I LOVE COFFEE. I’ve also become an avid tea drinker so you might as well throw that in the mix too. As usual, I was scrolling through my facebook timeline and found this really cool video by Buzz Feed. I figured I share it on here with the rest of my followers so we can all have cool Coffee Recipes and what not!
Here’s the cover art I made for my single, Aurora (Rusty Hook Flip). I’m pretty hyped on how it came out. I really captured the imagery for this song with this pic. I like it, do you?
So I’m back at it again with another song from my mixtape thats going to drop March 30th entitled Trials and Tribulations. This is the 3rd and final single I plan on dropping until the initial release. I got some good music on the way so enjoy this song.
*Heres a little back story, I hit up Rusty Hook, (The dude that made the beat) and asked if I could throw some lyrics on top of his song. He gave me the go ahead and I did so. This all wouldn’t have happened if my homie Daimont didn’t tell me that I should try rapping on the beat. Thanks to these two folks, I have a banging new song and something to get the new year going with!
Welp, we made it guys. With today being the first Monday of the year, I would like to say that the transition was splendid. I got to spend new years with some good friends and to top it all off, we had a good time. Now that all the partying is over until the super bowl and someone calls me up to hit the club, I need to do a little cleaning up. First I’m gonna start with my room because that mothafucka is a disaster. Next I’ll be moving on over to making a list of books that I want to read this year. I already know for a fact that I want to read Plato’s Republic. If Neil Tyson Degrasse has a book best believe I’ll be purchasing that. If you know of anything I should buy than drop a title in the comments. From the start, I feel that 2015 is going to be a good year. I just feel it deep down in my bones. After watching a video by one of my favorite YouTubers, Infinite Waters, I’ve set a theme for this year. This year will be the year of Prosperity. As I look at the previous year, I planted a lot of seeds that I’ve watered and showed love to. 2015 is the year that I will watch those flowers blossom and let my dreams rescue me.
So what am I exactly talking about? Well first I skateboard if you already don’t know, so expect too see a video part from me at the end of this year. The video will be so banging that I’m going to get a little buzz off of it. In addition to a skate video, I got my rap career going good. I’ve met one of Louisville’s dopest underground artist and recorded my first single off my up and coming mixtape “Trials & Tribulations.” Also I’ve become friends with a producer who is totally down to work on my album that I want to drop in 2015. You guys really aren’t ready for whats on the way! Trials & Tribulations will be release March 30th and when June roles around my next mixtape which I’m concealing the came for now, will be on the way!
To put it all out there, 2015 will be the year you all see ADS SQUAD go big and show everybody that these southern boys got Skateboard skills and are lyrically inclined. I can’t wait, I really can’t!
Today marks an entire month since I’ve been rolling through the world solo. Is it bad that I am still keeping count of how long ago its been? It sucks badly and for some strange reason I just can’t kick these emotions out of me. I know you guys read my last post about what happened, so I shouldn’t have to bring back that horrifying story. To ease my mental all I’ve done is sit down and write songs. No I don not sing, I rap. Its really helped me a lot…ya know, coping with the pain and what not. The one question that is still bothering me is Why? I’ve never felt this way about someone before and its like my life has crumbled. I can’t complain to much though because if this hadn’t have happened I would have never known how much my friends REALLY do care for me. I used to be on that whole, FUCK THE WORLD type shit but now-a-days, I’m more of the “Chillen in Abundance, Love Yours” type mood. I’m just plain out having mixed emotions and these days I’ve seen my best… but I’ve also seen my worst. I still have a side that really cares for this woman that left me sitting in the dumps, but my pride won’t let me go run back and “Save Her.” To be even more honest, I’m not sure if this is love or lust, but whatever it is I hate the shit. I think its time for me to start listening to my dad more and get into this Buddhist philosophy so I can control these demons inside of me. Currently everything is out of whack and I gotta get it under control.
This damn nicotine that I keep breathing has to stop, this damn mourning of this damn woman I fell in love with has to stop, and everything else that I keep letting in my mind needs to stop. On a side note, I wrote a song about my feelings. The instrumental I wrote the verse over is by Kendrick Lamar, Sing About Me. I really let lose on that song and just put everything out in there air for people to hear me. I’ve been contemplating on sending the song to her… she hit me up on Christmas eve talking about she missed me and what not. I responded back saying I don’t have any words…but now with this song I have all the words in the world to tell her. So I guess I’ll send it to her, what do you guys think?
ps. I wrote another song too that I happened to record first about my break up. Here it is!