Sorry

The style and the grace of beauty has never come up

Rivers running over of  love but we don’t show up

The counters full of letters and the gifts we receive, taken for granted all the time the light has shown us brighter things

Invisibility is where I wanna be, holding back emotions and carelessness for the finer things

I’ve never seen such horror, never in my life, tear apart a page and read it twice just so you can say its twice

Even when the camera isn’t got you on the screen, tears fall from your eyes while you cry sitting behind the scenes

I know I’m awkward, my mind is in a different place, I know that I can fix it I love you and put you in first place

Trouble Man, that’s what I am, if you can role with me than you’re with Trouble Man

No time to waste we can go anywhere, Paris or France I don’t care as long as we’re there

My life’s a struggle, I’m moving at much a slower pace

Turtles pass me up and dust me while I’m in last place

But I can do it better then them other guys, balling like Mr. Gates rolling with them suicuides

Yes its choppy, clarity is nothing for it tho, Glass house broken into and all was stolen yo

If I don’t get it back then its all done, I will never give up, never Its all over and done

Now this the type of stuff that make ya wanna get up and tell the world that I love you while we talking on the phone

And this the type of stuff for me to apologize to you and try to fix it cus I’m weird mybad I’ve never done none of this before

I was scared of all the public so I ran from it

The world was all evil so I stood in front of it

I told it all to leave me and my lady alone, they need to watch the throne before I step and stub someones toe

I’m such an idiot why do I mess things up

The meal that I just had was bad so I threw it up

If everything was a lie then I should do or die, keep to my self so we talk, party and have a ball

Life is just a gift and so is love so cherish it like your family and never slip or fall

– Troubled Man

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I just wanna be me

Its that time again where the temperature is dropping and love is filling the air and causing rapid changes in human psychology. Kind thoughts drift and float through the breeze as people apply for seasonal jobs trying to get an extra pay check so they can buy something good for there kids this Christmas. Its a wonderful time and yet people like myself is dreading the fact that the year is almost over and we all have to start over again…I mean I have to start over again.

For example, last year my resolution was to get better at skateboarding…get sponsored…and something else. I can’t quite remember right now but I fulfilled all of them except for become a better magician but I’ll get that later this month or start first of next year.

Other than that Its time for me to make new goals to fulfill and become a better person inside an out. It’ll be a hard task but to succeed and make my dreams come true I gotta do what I got to do. You can’t let anything or anyone stop you. I’m going to keep working and keep pushing myself so I can live the life I wanna live, not live someones else’s life and be in there shadow. I’m not here to fight anyone’s battles or to impress anyone, just be me.

This is a short post and I need to get back on my blogging game, so expect a few more this week.

HOLLA!