exploding rock™

I wake up with a head full of thoughts that weigh me down and pull at my heart. The search of who I am is merely a journey into the deepest parts of my soul, clawing and scratching until I find the exit. This ego of mine pushes me to reach higher, fly longer, but when will I receive the reward? They say your environment is a reflection of your mind. I’m cleaning mine so is that a sign?

Life has a crazy way of making changes and all you can do is partake and follow through with the outcomes. No matter how intentional you try to be the bullet always catches up to you and there’s not much you can do but take the hit.

I am my own person and I trust my decisions. Most of the time I let my subconscious rally but there’s something about being in the present that sets the tone for a more accommodating feeling. A feeling that rests purely on the joys and sadness this world can bring. A feeling that allows me to engage in suffering.

If I had a choice I would tend to my wounds sooner rather than later but time waits for no man.

I am beautiful.

I am great.

I am everything I say I am even the parts I hate.

Locked out of heaven and standing behind the gates.

~keep it all smiles