Read a MOTHA’FUCKIN Book

Remember that song by lil John that came out around 2005-2006? All he did was yell “READ A BOOK!” Many years later as I reflect on that song those words of wisdom by lil John have inspired me to read… More.

I’ve struggled to keep a consistent schedule reading. I’ll start a book and be happily attached to it for a good month. After 30 days I grow tired and think less about the book and next thing I know I’m back to reading random bullshit online.

What I find crazy is that I can delve into these weird news stories on the internet, take some time to read a page of Lore on ESO, then scroll through countless news feeds trying to correct other people’s grammar. As technology grows and we become more reliant on Search, News Feeds, and Instagram pictures, we lose focus on what technology is really here for, to Aid us.

We have an endless supply of information geared toward us but what AI scripts and algorithms provide us with are articles about stuff we like, but not stuff we should check out… If that makes any sense.

You would think at this point in my life with all these screens in front of me and everyone else in the world, I would read more. Ya know like a book with substance or an educational magazine, yet I stay posted on Facebook and Reddit scrolling away my life as I skim through horribly worded comments and upvotes.

With that said, I’m going to subscribe to Blinkist to train myself to read more. I think my problem stems from anticipating the end of a book and I get overwhelmed and give up on even trying to finish. With Blinkist I’ll get the core facts I want and also read a bite size portion of an entire book.

How great is that?

I’m ghost for now.

~keep it all smiles

Hi Again

Well it’s been sometime since I have shared some of my mind on my little home on the internet. Nothing hasn’t changed other than the fact that I play waaay too much Elder Scrolls Online. I have gotten better at producing and you’ll hear that on the new music I will release later this year.

Other than that I’m signing off and will come back when I got some stories to tell. Can’t keep this place looking dry.

Y’all are too much for me

We’re only in the first half of the year and already so much has happened. It’s kinda hard for me to wrap my head around these social constructs that I have either been drawn into or have already taken part in. I can’t really complain about much though, this is how life goes, you just got to play your cards right and hope for the best.

~ keep it all smiles

This Doesn’t Feel Deserving at All

I hate taking my break early. I work at part time job where we are guaranteed 3 hours but of course we work more. In my opinion, breaks should be optional.

See before I was taking my break towards the end of the night where I felt like I really needed it. Now our supervisor feels the need to enforce this new rule of taking breaks earlier in the night because we get done “quicker.” Sounds like bullshit to me but whatever.

All I’m saying is, I would really like to take a break more so towards the end of the night instead of 2 and a half hours in. The break doesn’t feel deserving at all. Feels like I’m just bullshitting for 10 minutes and then I come back to play with boxes more.

I can’t wait for the night to be over. 😑

~ keep it all smiles

Pizza Thoughts

I’ve been on this pizza hut binge lately. For some reason when I think of Pizza I think of Pizza Hut and how I really enjoy their stuffed crust. Not to mention that I get this strange nostalgic feeling when I’m inside sitting down waiting for my order.

The only issue I have is how dirty the carpet is here but it looks like a bunch of construction workers just got off and didn’t brush their boots off. They say cleanliness is friendliness but shit, if yo pizza wasn’t picked up off the floor is it still a good American pizza?

~ keep it all smiles

HEY, I SAID FUCK DONALD TRUMP.

Its presidents day and everybody is bashing Trump.

I really like it; Taking a day where we are to celebrate our historical presidential lineage just to tell Trump that he’s an ass wipe. You got damn right Trump, today we are reflecting on how your inconsiderate, bald headed, just got a tan at 7am looking ass needs to get out of office. I can say all of this because I voted.

With the new release of Black Panther, it has me wondering where the hell all of these niggas were at when we had a chance to not vote in a racist son of a bitch. This is what we have to deal with and I will continue to talk about how much I hate trump due to his cry baby antics, misleading the public, and being totally aware all of this is happening but not giving a shit.

What makes things so fucked is that if Obama were caught up in a cheating scandal, had several divorces, and was in collision with the Russians, WHITE America would’ve had him thrown out before they could take him to court. This racial divide we have here in the States is troubling and for our kids that are growing up having to live through all of this makes no sense.

This is how we continue reliving the past in the future. We need better leaders and a more educated populous. But good leaders come from an educated populace so let’s focus on that first instead of Matt Bevins forcing schools to have Bible study. America has literally become the most laughable country in the world. Why should I be so proud to be American but as the same time be so oppressed?

 

Good Year WiFi

Waking up at 2pm is a myth to me. I typically stay up until 8 or 9am and sleep until 5pm. Sounds exciting right? A life like this is kind of boring when the only social activities available are at night with people you see in an allotted time.

I wish I could see my friends on the regular. It’s not like I can’t right now but I honestly don’t feel like getting up at noon to hang out with my friends who will have to go into work a few hours later. Maybe I’m just over thinking this and it’s really not that difficult. Only thing is, I make everything difficult so it doesn’t matter.

Why can’t we just all be on the same shift? I think my friends and I should just quit our current jobs and find a new one so we can be on the same shift. It’s just weird how much we yearn for human interaction. We all want to converse with others and make a connection. Even my anti social ass wants to mingle with people and be apart of a social construct. I wonder why life is this way.

I would like to assume it’s like this because of our ultimate goal of trying to conquer suffering and free ourselves from this hurtful earth.

Guess I gotta learn.

~ keep it all smiles