I’ve been afraid to show my face
Its the reason why I have been gone
Deep within me I long for you
Its so challenging through my woes
I so dearly miss it
I wish to see you more but you don’t seem to want me
It makes me sad and sometimes my eyes swell
Heartbreak I’ve met before
~ looking down cus’ God do
Running from you because Im scared. I’ve never been able to express myself to you and it’s hard. I want to let you know how I feel. I’ve done nothing more than make a silly song that I don’t even think you took the time to hear. You don’t have the time for me, I get it. But I want more than just a couple minutes.
~ keep it all smiles
Challenge accepted but left alone in it’s death.
Have you ever wondered where we travel once we leave? Is it a long road or a long tree…do you heave?
Do the clouds remain the same or do the names change with age?
Theres no one here if you don’t belong so how about a song to fill your ears?
The emptiness of emotions compel the weak mind to contribute what isn’t available.
So what happens when we leave?
Do you know?
I guess time will tell after one or two bullet holes.
I really don’t understand teenagers.
I sometimes wonder if she looks at the moon at night like I do.
As the clouds pass the moons light shines bright I wonder if she thinks the same thing.
~ keep it all smiles
I wish I can love. I wish someone will love me.
Close your eyes and imagine a world where emotion didn’t exist. Close your eyes and imagine a world where pain never occurred. It’s crazy right?
Fuck all that I have brought to myself
Fuck all of the problems I create to detest myself
Fuck the purpose of this note that I’m making
Fuck the the science behind this madness I’m the saddest
Fuck the people who deem me as a push over
Fuck my silence because it’s what’s kept me quiet when the lady is over
Fuck the faces that I see that care not to look at me
I’ve dreamt of death but scared to face it but ask for ends when the begining is basic
Fuck the fact that I can’t do right when in plain sight
Fuck the fact that I cant speak my mind and start a conversion with a beautiful woman in mind
Fuck these emotions although it’s guidence pleading to riot
Fuck my life I said it right but no I shall stay strong and win the fight
So tonight I got hit by a car.
It was crazy.