My sunny days get perpetrated by black thoughts shading the horizon.
I often dream of different realities but none compare to the one that I’m living in at this very moment. It brings chills to my spine to even think such a way but who else really cares? I mean even though we travel the same frequency we’re all on different bands.
Without any of my misjudgment coming into play, it seems that what I see dwindling afar always seeps in the little crack it balances on. A rare but mystifying moment turns to sadness and grief. What does that even have to do with anything you might ask?
Well its simple.
~ keep it all smiles
I’m a night owl.
I love to stay up late sitting in my garage surfing the web or recording music. I’m not sure what it is but the dark skies bring a calming relief to me. Even if the moon is tucked away in the clouds and air planes get mistaken as UFO’s, I sincerely love the night time. I think somewhere online I half ass read an article about how people who stay up late are intelligent. I wouldn’t go that far but it is nice to know.
I always find myself roaming around at night. No matter what I do. I can be skateboarding and nightfall comes out of nowhere. Most of the music I make is damn near past midnight and after I smoked a few joints. The one thing I love about night time is the absence of people. I can openly admit that I am socially awkward and shy. People don’t think I am but I honestly believe that I am. Ask my two ex girlfriends and they might tell you that when we first met and started talking I was awkward.
The night relieves me of those social interactions and keeps me sane. Don’t get me wrong though, I love being around people. Whenever I’m hanging out with my homies I always hate when we have to depart and head back home. Sometimes I’ll go home and stay up even longer hoping that maybe someone will be up or I’ll get a phone call. It usually never happens. I always end up going to bed depressed for some strange reason and wake up the next day lost in the world.
When I wake up int he evenings I usually dread it. Theres two reason.
Reason Number 1: The sun is up and I don’t have much time before the sun goes down.
Reason Number 2: Chris calls me up and calls me a nigga for never answering the phone knowing damn well I was asleep and texted him back. haha!
I love my friends, family, and the people in the world. But when it comes to night time I feel like my life fully comes together.
Thank You Night Time.
If you don’t know anything else about me other than my skateboarding addiction and new found passion for rap, I love outer space. It all started when I was in High School watching a Stephen Hawking documentary one night. He talked about time travel and just so many fascinating things that dealt with the universe. Ever since then I would go about talking about what I learned from that documentary. My love for space continued through more online research and books I would pick up from the library (which I mostly looked at pictures).
I didn’t take my endeavor in learning about space until I got out of High School and entered college. Around this time I learned about Nibiru and all the crazy conspiracy theories. Discovering all over this catapulting me into how the universe works, black holes, the kuiper belt, and other planetary systems.
Oh, did I also mention that I’ve always had this keen interest in aliens? For some reason growing up, I always thought about life outside of earth. Stargazing as a child allowed me to think abroad and just wonder what was out there. As I said earlier about the whole conspiracy theory stuff, I dug a deep hole into the realm of ET life. The Sumerian gods or also known as the Annunaki plagued my mind and filled it with questions that needed to be answered.
My answers came… well somewhat. When I came across articles about NASA discovering habitable planets I thought “THERES THE PROOF RIGHT THERE!” What made it difficult for anyone to believe is that these planets are so far away. Now NASAs Kepler Spacecraft has found a habitable planet that has been in the universe for at 6 billion years. Thats long enough to sustain and create life. I’m hoping that NASA can get photos of this planet and send them back home because this is a must see for me. For a long time now I have dreamed of other planets and have had crazy thoughts about being reincarnated on one of these planets.
Hopefully more research will surface in the future and we can find out more about this new planet. Maybe they’ll sound out a telescope like they did Pluto?