We’re only in the first half of the year and already so much has happened. It’s kinda hard for me to wrap my head around these social constructs that I have either been drawn into or have already taken part in. I can’t really complain about much though, this is how life goes, you just got to play your cards right and hope for the best.
~ keep it all smiles
I’m a night owl.
I love to stay up late sitting in my garage surfing the web or recording music. I’m not sure what it is but the dark skies bring a calming relief to me. Even if the moon is tucked away in the clouds and air planes get mistaken as UFO’s, I sincerely love the night time. I think somewhere online I half ass read an article about how people who stay up late are intelligent. I wouldn’t go that far but it is nice to know.
I always find myself roaming around at night. No matter what I do. I can be skateboarding and nightfall comes out of nowhere. Most of the music I make is damn near past midnight and after I smoked a few joints. The one thing I love about night time is the absence of people. I can openly admit that I am socially awkward and shy. People don’t think I am but I honestly believe that I am. Ask my two ex girlfriends and they might tell you that when we first met and started talking I was awkward.
The night relieves me of those social interactions and keeps me sane. Don’t get me wrong though, I love being around people. Whenever I’m hanging out with my homies I always hate when we have to depart and head back home. Sometimes I’ll go home and stay up even longer hoping that maybe someone will be up or I’ll get a phone call. It usually never happens. I always end up going to bed depressed for some strange reason and wake up the next day lost in the world.
When I wake up int he evenings I usually dread it. Theres two reason.
Reason Number 1: The sun is up and I don’t have much time before the sun goes down.
Reason Number 2: Chris calls me up and calls me a nigga for never answering the phone knowing damn well I was asleep and texted him back. haha!
I love my friends, family, and the people in the world. But when it comes to night time I feel like my life fully comes together.
Thank You Night Time.
Now what I quite don’t understand is how you can be so devious, so our right low, and sooo evil to possibly eeeven try to pull something like that off. I mean I look around and creep on some stats and pro’s and ya know what I have come to assume? That something is up that I don’t know about….but in reality, I do.
Moving on to what I want to say, why is it that everytime something is posted by this anonymous person it is removed 5 to 10 minutes later as if it was not there. Like no one saw it, not knowing the man with the golden eye caught it before it was thown away.
There’s nothing you can hide that social media can give to me. I have the power to shut you down and put you on blast to the point that you WILL truly hate me. Consider me as the friend with the ambition to ruin a very distastful relationship that is as bland as a tomato sandwich….
Making my call and to prove a fact that is being horribly hidden yet known to the world like our economic struggle, it seems to me that the cost of love is very cheap and can be easliy bought, then sold for a price of nothing. With that being said my suspicion will only go away unless I am being told the straight truth with you right there before me crying and swearing that it is all a misunderstanding.
P.S. Keep in mind that I will out do and persue something I have being trying for what seems a decade. In the end if I win…then its all mine. If I lose…I will do what you say will be the most devestating thing that I can ever do. No this is not a threat or some way to change you mind, but a message to show how a warm loving heart…can become as cold as ice.
Angry Black Man
The future for my blog right now is blurry. As I try to look forward and see what new things I can do with it, it seems like it faded away into a bunch of dumb social media post about celebs and government issues that I personally don’t care about. What I really don’t my blog to turn into is a blog that is just churning more trash into the web. Unlike many blogs, mines is just a tad bit different. My stories and point of views are different, videos and pictures I post is different. There are tons of things that make my blog stand out from the others. My biggest fear is that I become that person who is only trying to attract everyone and just blogs about dumb stuff that stupid, un-knowledgeable people read. I mean, yeah I make a few dumb post but thats just to liven’ the day up. Then I get back to my deep thoughts and issues that is important to me.
I know I’m not making sense but you’ll later on get what I’m talking about in the near future when you see what I blog about. Like I said, Exploding Rock is a blog where I talk about what ever. Right now its mostly about music, and events that occur in my life that strike me in a hard way. In the near future I plan to broaden my aspect of things in life I enjoy…for example.
MOVIES! I’m not to much of a movie guy but there are movies that I look forward into watching. Like the New G.I.Joe movie that is coming out, The Amazing Spider Man and that new batman movie that I blogged about a few days ago. You’ll be seeing more interesting stuff….
Now that you see where I’m going this all goes back to the first paragraph….What I really don’t my blog to turn into is a blog that is just churning more trash into the web.….So in all I’m basically contradicting that my blog is going to be another blog out there on there internet that is making random post about life and the future of which many people do not have.
Thank you for skimming through this and have a wonderful day because I just wasted your life reading this.