hate

the letter x

Today was the day you’re phone service got cut off. I went to school a whole week dreaming and fantasizing. Then Friday came and I got a text message. My reaction was stupid. Your intentions were ignorant. But I’ve been over it.   I’m just appalled by the fact that you sent a text message. […]

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Depression

I’m literally in my room right now with the lights off, drinking luke warm coffee, and holding my bladder for some strange reason. This past week hasn’t been the best for me. I’m not sure why. I’ve been in this depressed state and I don’t like it. I remember when I read the book “The […]

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Touche

Never in my life have I ever won 3rd Place don’t count so its said and done I’m over looked and my actions will never shine I do my best but even close friends say it wasn’t a try To myself I’m such a failure and damn I’ll never make it I try to explain […]

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Illuminate

Forever getting pushed aside I Never knew why But when I get back take the mac squeezed back and laid suckas on they side No lie, confident, maybe conceited with the thoughts of me dying inside Getting this together, good or bad weather, still I’m keeping it fly If you wanna do or die, end […]

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Astray

I’m trying to find the light but all the shades is down and sh** My thoughts are on fire but my mind is just a ship. Floating out in sea and drifts away when wind hits Countless lives lost for god forsaken crippling bits I’m confused on situations that require money and trust But lust […]

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Life Stories Pt. 1

I recently just got down reading my post about how I just graduated from high school and it brought back good memories and the day I graduated. I never thought that I would actually miss it but deep down in the darkest place of my heart I do. This isn’t something that you can just […]

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