Astray

I’m trying to find the light but all the shades is down and sh**

My thoughts are on fire but my mind is just a ship.

Floating out in sea and drifts away when wind hits

Countless lives lost for god forsaken crippling bits

I’m confused on situations that require money and trust

But lust for even more that has my head pounding and all that stuff

Crying to my self just so I can see it wash it away

Its stays like a storm pouring down tons of rain

I wish I can be better but there’s nothing left to give

If I slit my wrist then friends will pop bottles, pour and piss

Tough enough for small endeavors, weak just to fall astray

Can’t hold on tight cus the tears of pain have soaked my hands with shame

My dark thoughts shadow down the beams of warm light, I’ve never seen God but I hope that God is nice

I’ll never say him or her or prefer God as an it, beliefs in mythical practice have made people jump ship

The large waves of death come and take over all, as humans fall we seek answers to life and all

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The Statement Series

While I was looking though my facebook notes I saw that I had these string of notes that I called “The Statement” Theres like 6 of them bad boys. My mind was in a dark place at the time so all the vulgar language and psychopathic images that I insert in your head while you read them is a bit chilling…well not like that but its petty deep and expresses a lot of emotion and hate at this period of time in my life that I kept locked away in the shadows. I think I’m just gonna go and post them to this blog. I already have Pt 1 floating around here somewhere. Just go to the bottom of my site where the search bar is and type “The Statement Part 1” You should be able to find it then.