Close your eyes and imagine a world where emotion didn’t exist. Close your eyes and imagine a world where pain never occurred. It’s crazy right?
The month of November is here and yet I’m 14 days late on updating my blog. For whatever excuse that I will use, just know that it’s invalid and I probably made it up as I wrote along.
Instead of tossing an excuse, I would like to throw out there for everyone to know that this past election day it was my birthday again.
Yes, my birthday landed on the day that Trump claimed the one and only important seat in the White House (how disappointing right?). What I find funny about all of this is that every chance I got leading up to my birthday I told someone that I was to turn a year older on election day and would ask silly questions like “What places are open on election day?” To say the least, the very last time I voted was the first time I voted and I got my boy Obama in there for his 2nd term. Now how in the hell do we go from “Change” to “Make America White Again!” This shit just doesn’t make any bit of sense but dumb americans just gobble that crap up.
I can’t say that I don’t care who is in office because I went to Downtown Louisville after 8pm on a Thursday to march the streets with a bunch of other upset protesters. We chanted everything from “Love Trumps hate” to “Pussy grabs back.” But does pussy really grab back?
Besides the whole election mess, I had a good vacation week. Let me remind you that I work 7 days a week, so having an entire week to myself where I can take time to reflect on my life and plan out where I need to go next was nice. Unfortunately when it came to making music I had a serious case of writer’s block and didn’t get a damn word out of myself until Saturday came. Surprisingly this entire weekend I’ve been in this huge creative writing mood. Not to mention I’ve finally started NaNoWriMo and like the description says, it’s my worst nightmare. But man oh man, I can’t believe that the first half of November is gone. Next week is Thanksgiving and I can’t WAIT!
I just need to clean my room so I can feel accomplished.
~ Keep it all smiles
Okay now its my turn.
I read this article all the way through and thought to myself, “Hey, the friend zone isn’t all what its made out to be.” I’ve never been friend zoned but the main point of this article is not about the friend zone. Its about building a standing relationship with someone.
Now the only problem that I had while reading this is that “We” the men are supposed to go out of are way and work our asses off to get to know the female. Yes this is true but the relationship will not work unless the opposite sex is doing the same too. So if I’m trying to figure out what kind of Chinese Food she likes, she needs to be learning whether or not I want the Soy Sauce on my rice or egg rolls.
Last but not least, I don’t like the name “Friend Zone.” I feel like females have turned that name into something guys don’t want to hear. I mean hell, when I see the friend zone I see the opposite of what exactly is supposed to happen. I see the female talking to every guy leading a bunch on and all this other nonsense. I think we should change the name to “We are Friends Right Now” or something.
The article of which I am writing about is down below for you to check out.
~ Keep it all smiles
Time is the ultimate test.
I love fall.
No not for pumpkin spice lattes because I prefer Colt 45 and Tops rolling papers, but because of the change in weather. Don’t get me wrong, I love summer to the fullest, long days of nice sunlight and skateboarding. The one thing I love about living in Louisville, KY is the fact that we experience seasons. Many other people do as well but if you live out on Long Beach snow is a myth.
Any ways, entering Fall is always exciting. Its like opening a door to a road that allows you to see Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas. Not to mention that the weather slowly begins to cool down and the leaves change colors. Its all a sight to see and a wonderful experience. I feel like the reality of everything around me changed as well. Its like my surroundings are accommodating to the astronomical presence of Fall. Yeah I know, flowers die off and birds fly south but those are common things. Its hard for me to really explain my feelings towards this but to keep it simple and short, Fall is awesome.
UPDATE!!! I deleted the original post so I can change it to this.
FUCK MY EX.
Thats it. lol
Its funny, don’t even know you but I think about you
You’re on my mind, all the time I’ve even dreamed about you
Could be desire or my lust but it don’t make a difference
Thought about an old lady but your beauty is my witness
Can’t even figure it out, what am I doing dawg!
All I do is look and pretend the room is full of smog
So I don’t think you’re looking, or even try to catch a glimpse
Everything inside my head is fantasy, never real as shit
I gotta stop stalling but I say its too late
I sometimes catch a glance but get scared and just over think
I need to stop acting like a kid and just spit it out
But life ain’t what it seems and the walls begin to pile around…
I personally think that this year is going to be a great year! They say that life is what you make it so this year I’m going to lay my foot down and pave my path out myself instead of someone else doing it for me. Last year had its ups and downs but this year looks bright for me and my friends. We’re all getting paid, we all have good goals and right now we are all achieving them. It feels great knowing that you’re whole crew is doing well. We may not have stepped into the new year with a huge bang but we don’t need no overwhelming party to make the next 365 days memorable ones. My head is still foggy from earlier so I’ll make a much more clearer post about this new start of life here on earth later today if I remember to do so. haha!
Have fun everyone and make this your year as well!
Peace. Love. Skate (PLS)
Heart. Honor. Respect (HiiiPower)
Never in my life have I ever won
3rd Place don’t count so its said and done
I’m over looked and my actions will never shine
I do my best but even close friends say it wasn’t a try
To myself I’m such a failure and damn I’ll never make it
I try to explain what I’m tryna do but y’all just over think it
I got ideas and found a homie who said he’ll stick to it
Now to add more people along is whats left to it
Lets take this over to another place
I do a lot more but never rewarded is the case
I see them other folk talking loud and doing this and that
How we supposed to be on the same page when you always looking back?
Never knew it was okay to be a hypocrite, people do it all the time why not just go and add to it
Can’t talk to so and so and never go to lil buddies house
Assumptions made but never knew that would lead to a turn about
So don’t be fooled you jealous dudes know how to play the fool
Keep in mind that I’m the coldest cat, Saber tooth
Step in the booth with the blaze cus this is hot fire
A wicked mind with sick thoughts this is live wire
I’m never winning, put my gun down every day
A small victory at stake, touche
Forever getting pushed aside
I Never knew why
But when I get back take the mac squeezed back and laid suckas on they side
No lie, confident, maybe conceited with the thoughts of me dying inside
Getting this together, good or bad weather, still I’m keeping it fly
If you wanna do or die, end up on the ride, to the yard, grave yard you will lye
Despicable thoughts, feeling I fought, taking down Goliath and the big Hulk
So raw, no red meat just flesh to fresh air that’ll make it thaw
In my head I draw, making these words go together like puzzle pieces, theres like 100 dawg
But it really doesn’t matter, I’m keeping things tight like leather on a braud who got 5 dogs
Taking them for a walk, stuck up white folk, in the hood where they hire people to cut the lawn
I‘ve witnessed it all, never like this do I get upset about dumb shit
But I gotta give it to ya straight, taken them curves like the gays mybad but ayeee
That’s their prerogative, go ahead let them do what they do
If you live in my world, people will die even if they jackin for some food
Yessir I’m crazy, but it don’t matter call myself a fuckin genius
I‘m not sorry that I curse, what can be worse, a nigga pull triggers sending people to a plot in a hearse?!
We can take it right there, buts its unfair, I’m gonna stop now before feelings get hurt!