Twenty twenty fo’

Communication is hard.

Trying to convey a message or share feelings with someone never comes easy. I’m awesome at doing just that, not know how to talk to people or get a point across. Communicating has always been difficult for me. I know that sounds crazy since I make music but really, talking to people is hard sometimes.

At this very moment in my life I have several different scenarios where my communication skills are very poor. I’m a huge overthinker and just trying to get the fucking message clear in my head is sometimes a struggle. What do I do in moments of distress? I walk away. That isn’t good though so I really need to make that a New Years resolution of mine and learn how to talk better.

I mean look at me, a 30 year old male who lives with his parents with dreams and aspirations struggling to communicate simple thoughts and feelings. Assuming becomes a terrible feature as well since I just build up this weird conclusions in my head.

The world is a huge playground waiting for me to learn more from what it has to offer. Yet all I want to do is play DDR. Besides that, I think moving forward I’m going to work on being a better person and not letting myself drown in the infinite thoughts that run wild through my head. A few years ago I used to meditate and man was that a life changing experience. Guess I’ll add that to the list of New Year’s resolutions since I’m a self proclaimed buddhist.

As the songs goes “You gotta get up, get out and get something.”

~ keep it all smiles