he’s always after me in the most unconventional ways.
i must stay alert even if i have to hold my pee.
i’ll consider a change when im ready but my mind has been held prisoner.
who will save me.
who will change me.
will it be me or you?
~ keep it all smiles
I wish I can love. I wish someone will love me.
Close your eyes and imagine a world where emotion didn’t exist. Close your eyes and imagine a world where pain never occurred. It’s crazy right?
Fuck all that I have brought to myself
Fuck all of the problems I create to detest myself
Fuck the purpose of this note that I’m making
Fuck the the science behind this madness I’m the saddest
Fuck the people who deem me as a push over
Fuck my silence because it’s what’s kept me quiet when the lady is over
Fuck the faces that I see that care not to look at me
I’ve dreamt of death but scared to face it but ask for ends when the begining is basic
Fuck the fact that I can’t do right when in plain sight
Fuck the fact that I cant speak my mind and start a conversion with a beautiful woman in mind
Fuck these emotions although it’s guidence pleading to riot
Fuck my life I said it right but no I shall stay strong and win the fight