Emotional Wreck. Pt. 1 (deaTh & REbirth)

Challenge accepted but left alone in it’s death.

Have you ever wondered where we travel once we leave? Is it a long road or a long tree…do you heave?

Do the clouds remain the same or do the names change with age?

Theres no one here if you don’t belong so how about a song to fill your ears?

The emptiness of emotions compel the weak mind to contribute what isn’t available.

So what happens when we leave?

Do you know?

I guess time will tell after one or two bullet holes.

Read a MOTHA’FUCKIN Book

Remember that song by lil John that came out around 2005-2006? All he did was yell “READ A BOOK!” Many years later as I reflect on that song those words of wisdom by lil John have inspired me to read… More.

I’ve struggled to keep a consistent schedule reading. I’ll start a book and be happily attached to it for a good month. After 30 days I grow tired and think less about the book and next thing I know I’m back to reading random bullshit online.

What I find crazy is that I can delve into these weird news stories on the internet, take some time to read a page of Lore on ESO, then scroll through countless news feeds trying to correct other people’s grammar. As technology grows and we become more reliant on Search, News Feeds, and Instagram pictures, we lose focus on what technology is really here for, to Aid us.

We have an endless supply of information geared toward us but what AI scripts and algorithms provide us with are articles about stuff we like, but not stuff we should check out… If that makes any sense.

You would think at this point in my life with all these screens in front of me and everyone else in the world, I would read more. Ya know like a book with substance or an educational magazine, yet I stay posted on Facebook and Reddit scrolling away my life as I skim through horribly worded comments and upvotes.

With that said, I’m going to subscribe to Blinkist to train myself to read more. I think my problem stems from anticipating the end of a book and I get overwhelmed and give up on even trying to finish. With Blinkist I’ll get the core facts I want and also read a bite size portion of an entire book.

How great is that?

I’m ghost for now.

~keep it all smiles

Hi Again

Well it’s been sometime since I have shared some of my mind on my little home on the internet. Nothing hasn’t changed other than the fact that I play waaay too much Elder Scrolls Online. I have gotten better at producing and you’ll hear that on the new music I will release later this year.

Other than that I’m signing off and will come back when I got some stories to tell. Can’t keep this place looking dry.

Y’all are too much for me

We’re only in the first half of the year and already so much has happened. It’s kinda hard for me to wrap my head around these social constructs that I have either been drawn into or have already taken part in. I can’t really complain about much though, this is how life goes, you just got to play your cards right and hope for the best.

~ keep it all smiles

WAKANDA FOREVER

Awh man, I just realized that the weekend is almost here and that every black person that I’m going to run into from now on is going to talk about Blank Panther while beating crossed arms across their chest.

I just had that interaction with this black dude in the vape store who hooked me up with a deal since it’s black history month haha. After the transaction was made he stepped from behind the counter with my bag, gave me a nigga handshake and said “I’m looking out since it’s black history month!” Haha

As I walked away I told him Wakanda forever and that’s when it all came out. The crossed arms against his chest, the chanting, and “Have you seen the movie?” For those who don’t know, I’m not much of a movie guy and when people ask if I’m going to see a particular motion picture I typically tell them yes.

I never do though.

Black Panther is a movie I do want to see but damn, the OVER hype is too real.

~ keep it all smiles