Shocked by the arrogance of the young man, Pat took a deep breath and began typing a letter to whom he called his sweetheart at one time. Through what he thought was pain and suffering, turned into hate. His anger towards his misconception brought him to the decision of creating a letter of death threats and degrading thoughts without thinking of the outcome.
Hours later he revived a tearful call. The voice he heard made him tremble. A trickle of sweat ran down his face while he tried to keep his composure. With a crackly voice he began to explain his side of the story and tried to plead for mercy from who he only hours ago hated.
His attempt at redemption was shot down as for whom he was talking to did not care to listen. She was lost…couldn’t find the words to speak, she could not even forgive him. The awkward silence made him believe that she was done with him. As he said slowly said goodbye she stopped him and said…
“Your distrust in me is what you are seeing in yourself. What I mean by that is nothing, confusion is only left and the insanity brought to the table will only create a spin off of another resolution that has no problem.”
The jaw dropping words angered him
“You dumb cooze”
That was all that could be said by Pat who hung up and went outside for a smoke and a shot of whiskey.
(To be continued)
So for the next couple days I will be sharing with you the trials and tribulations that I am going through in my miserable life right now.
Why do I say it is miserable?
Because for the last month I have had to deal with stress from my Family and a whole lotta other crap…
Instead of keeping this stuff all balled up inside until I explode with hatred, I’m gonna try and share my story on my lil ol’ blog. What am I expecting from this? Nothing…I don’t care who reads it. I just know that who ever I KNOW that reads it and they happen to be mentioned ….. will be pissed. But I don’t give a fuck anymore…fuck you.
So stay tuned folks and and come back tomorrow or something…I might have Pt. 1 posted.
-Wisdom Spoken By an Angry Black Man.
This has been one short summer. I get a job at UPS and my summer disappears within a blink of an eye. Its crazy how life will soon be a bitter place once we become old and can’t do anything without the help of “healthy” people. If I was an old man in a nursing home, I would go crazy…..CRAZY! I’m serious, how many of y’all would want to be in a building with a bunch of other old smelly old folks? Just think if all you y’all was young again!? It would be hectic up in there.
What I’m really here to talk a bout other then silly little facts in life is about how love can screw a man over. I’ve never really been in love or maybe even head over heals for a women but it can really mess you up. The only advice that I can give you is to not fall in love because it will bite you in the back like a piranha came out the water and was after ya’. I’m serious! You better be a bachelor all your life and just have sex with everyone hot chick you find…BUT DON’T FALL IN LOVE!
Now if it does come to the point that you are with someone and you want to marry them…well that’s a whole other story right there. Like my buddy CJ said, “I gotta really love this women if I’m gonna marry her”, and thats true! Just think about it, you gotta be with that women or man for the rest of your miserable human life. I can’t do it, you got to be out of your mind if you think I’m gonna marry a chick. It may happen though, I wanna have kids and all and you know..raise a family. But thats down the road. Right now I’m trying to chill and not let some dumb hot braud interfer with what I’m trying to do with myself.
Somebody tell her to CLOSE THEM LEGS CUS’ I AIN’T GETTIN’ IN-BETWEEN THEM!
-Wisdom Spoken From An Angry Black Guy
Whats the point of being a poser? Who ever your trying to impress will eventually find out that your fake. So why try when you already know the end result. Talk about an Epic Fail. ALL POSERS ARE EPIC FAILS!!!! EPIC!!! I’m serious I see a lot of posers at my school. They think there the coldest person at what the “Do” but there not. Somebody outta punch them in the neck for trying. There is no point, oh and you know one other thing I hate. People who say they can play any sport but when it comes time for them to play and they go out there, they suck! This white boy who goes to my school does all that talk. He talks about how he’ll run you over in football and cross you in basketball……the boy got crossed by a teacher in the 8th grade. Plus the teacher was crap at basketball to yet still crossed this boy. I swear he just gets on my nerves all ways talking and using the same jokes EVERY SINGLE DAY! I think I’m just gonna punch him in the neck for just being so stupid.
As usual, everyone is up on facebook complaining about there life or something that has gone wrong in it. My question is, why must people share with the world that there up at 2 am crying about some relationship gone wrong. To tell you the truth I really don’t care. Yes, I know, I’m a cold hearted person. But there is no need for people to announce there divorce with there wife or husband. Do you actually think that half of your friends that you probably don’t even know care?!
See, it has come to the point that people have gone to far and are taking there social networking site a little to personal and want to share a lot of there personal information to everyone in the world. Announcing to the world about you taking a crap on the toilet is a little to far. What even more bad is when people bring there problems to the web site and have what I call “posting arguments”. Its when they go back and forth arguing through post, posting what they should be saying over the phone or in person. People on facebook do that a lot and I see it happen a lot and it gets on my nerves because I just happen to be friends with the two people arguing and I have to sit there and watch them fight. Its stupid, pointless and will go no where.
So right now it may seem like I am complaining about complaining but I’m trying to state a point. People shouldn’t go and hit up myspace or facebook to tell there personal life story to a bunch of people. OK some are close friends, but with teens now a days they’ll add just about anybody. Why do I know this? Because I used to do that. But for future reference, please stop posting up personal difficulties in your life. No one on there is going to help you but say a few word to calm you down. So chill out, OK?
I got tired of the last 10 blogs I made so I decided to make a new one with a better name and something that didn’t sound stupid. Exploding Rock just sounded better and then BAM! It came into being after just a few clicks and some words I had to type in. Maybe some photo you clicked on directed you here, I don’t know and I really don’t care. JUST READ MY STUFF! No but really this is the first of many post that you will see my blog viewers. You will soon be typing in exploding rock dot wordpress dot com to see what kind of whacked out stuff I have to say and trust me, there will be a lot of crap on here probably worth reading. Like everyone on this earth my life is different and you will get something to read like no other when you come here. But let me stop here because now that I think of it, nobody really ever reads the first blog post, well at least I don’t so I’m gonna leave you guy’s hanging and will see you later today when I got something to write about.