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I just wanna be me

Its that time again where the temperature is dropping and love is filling the air and causing rapid changes in human psychology. Kind thoughts drift and float through the breeze as people apply for seasonal jobs trying to get an extra pay check so they can buy something good for there kids this Christmas. Its a wonderful time and yet people like myself is dreading the fact that the year is almost over and we all have to start over again…I mean I have to start over again.

For example, last year my resolution was to get better at skateboarding…get sponsored…and something else. I can’t quite remember right now but I fulfilled all of them except for become a better magician but I’ll get that later this month or start first of next year.

Other than that Its time for me to make new goals to fulfill and become a better person inside an out. It’ll be a hard task but to succeed and make my dreams come true I gotta do what I got to do. You can’t let anything or anyone stop you. I’m going to keep working and keep pushing myself so I can live the life I wanna live, not live someones else’s life and be in there shadow. I’m not here to fight anyone’s battles or to impress anyone, just be me.

This is a short post and I need to get back on my blogging game, so expect a few more this week.

HOLLA!

December 6, 2012

challenges, friends, hate, holidays, life, love
The Real World

So for the “people” who keep up with this on going blog, you should know that yes I graduated from High School back in May. I am now attending JCTC (Jefferson Community Technical College). The degree i chose is Graphic Design.

Its been a bitch trying to get into school, I’ve been procrastinating and putting things off…now that I got most of it out of the way the college life isn’t that bad. I’ve met some cool people and plus now that I am working nights at UPS (I meant to blog about that) its been pretty chill. I thought the “Real World” would be a complicated mess…and it has but it wasn’t like what I was expecting.

I mean its hard but I just push through each day like nothing is happening. I still skate, Still got a girlfriend and have been able to do what I want and how I like it. This is just the beginning, I still got a ways to go to really see what this is all about. For now, this is the start of my long and drawn out Story.

September 2, 2012

chill, college, friends, girlfriend, graphic design, hard, jctc, life, people, real, school, skateboarding, travel, UPS, vacation, world
The Beginning of the End

Well its official, I am now a High school graduate of Southern High School. The class of 2012 is the 61’st class to graduate under our new principle Mr. Hibbert. Its been a long 4 years…but a long 12, 13 if ya’ throw in head start. It feels like I have been in school forever. Basically my whole life, but now…now I’m a free man about to do my thing in life.

I still remember the first day of school when my dad walked me in and showed me to the teachers. I started to cry when he walked away. I still remember the first day of middle school, my neighbor “Yari” and I walked in and approached our asshole of a math teacher asking if this is the right team. I also still remember the first day of high school, my homie Dakotah and I rolled up in Southern amazed by all of the other students trying to make our way through the crowded halls. It feels like this all happened yesterday but now look at me, all grown and out of school.

I’m still stunned that I even got to this point just for the simple fact that I cruised my whole senior year just sitting in class writing random crap and get good grades. I had a slight feeling I wasn’t gonna make it but I pulled through last minute and got my sh*t together. Now here I am with a diploma with my name on it and a cap and gown hanging up in my room. What a wonderful feeling that is.

Now that I am done with my free education, its time to move on up to my post secondary education and get my move on in life. I’m still going to skate, draw, and do all the other crap I enjoy doing in life and hope for the best.

To end this post I would like to quote a favorite hip-hop artist of mine.

“They say that life is what you make it, so what you been creating on yo’ free time” – Big K.R.I.T.

This ends my May Post…Check out what I got going on in the next few weeks. I’m gonna get a “Real World” series going. Holla!

PS. Shout out the Class of 2012!

May 31, 2012

2012, class, diploma, high, hip-hop, life, people, real, school, skate, southern, students, world
Act. 3 First Chapter of the End, Last Chp. Of the New Beginning

Shocked by the arrogance of the young man, Pat took a deep breath and began typing a letter to whom he called his sweetheart at one time. Through what he thought was pain and suffering, turned into hate. His anger towards his misconception brought him to the decision of creating a letter of death threats and degrading thoughts without thinking of the outcome.

Hours later he revived a tearful call. The voice he heard made him tremble. A trickle of sweat ran down his face while he tried to keep his composure. With a crackly voice he began to explain his side of the story and tried to plead for mercy from who he only hours ago hated.

His attempt at redemption was shot down as for whom he was talking to did not care to listen. She was lost…couldn’t find the words to speak, she could not even forgive him. The awkward silence made him believe that she was done with him. As he said slowly said goodbye she stopped him and said…

“Your distrust in me is what you are seeing in yourself. What I mean by that is nothing, confusion is only left and the insanity brought to the table will only create a spin off of another resolution that has no problem.”

The jaw dropping words angered him

“You dumb cooze”

That was all that could be said by Pat who hung up and went outside for a smoke and a shot of whiskey.

(To be continued)

April 15, 2012

angry, awkward silence, continue, cooze, man pat, pain and suffering, pat, religion, short, spirituality, story
What I think of you now

Fuck bitches and get money. I hate stupid hoes.

The End

Skate or Die mothatfuckas. Peace.

March 26, 2012

alcohol, anger, bitches, community, drugs, hate, hoes, love, mad, money, opinion, peace, relationships, stupid
Act. 2

Dear …

Now what I quite don’t understand is how you can be so devious, so our right low, and sooo evil to possibly eeeven try to pull something like that off. I mean I look around and creep on some stats and pro’s and ya know what I have come to assume? That something is up that I don’t know about….but in reality, I do.

Moving on to what I want to say, why is it that everytime something is posted by this anonymous person it is removed 5 to 10 minutes later as if it was not there. Like no one saw it, not knowing the man with the golden eye caught it before it was thown away.

There’s nothing you can hide that social media can give to me. I have the power to shut you down and put you on blast to the point that you WILL truly hate me. Consider me as the friend with the ambition to ruin a very distastful relationship that is as bland as a tomato sandwich….

Making my call and to prove a fact that is being horribly hidden yet known to the world like our economic struggle, it seems to me that the cost of love is very cheap and can be easliy bought, then sold for a price of nothing. With that being said my suspicion will only go away unless I am being told the straight truth with you right there before me crying and swearing that it is all a misunderstanding.

P.S. Keep in mind that I will out do and persue something I have being trying for what seems a decade. In the end if I win…then its all mine. If I lose…I will do what you say will be the most devestating thing that I can ever do. No this is not a threat or some way to change you mind, but a message to show how a warm loving heart…can become as cold as ice.

Sincerely

Angry Black Man

February 8, 2012

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Comments Page…COMING BACK!

So, I know a few months ago I took down my comments page due to the amount of spam I was getting daily. Now I’m just like screw it and plan on returning the page. So maybe in a few days I’ll update my site with the comments page.

Why do I plan on bringing it back?

Well I want feedback from people. I recall having maybe one comment giving me some good feedback. So I’m just gonna simply bring it back and call it a day.

January 28, 2012

comments, feedback, page, spam
The Statement Part 2

Originally Posted to facebook on Sunday, March 13, 2011 at 11:29pm

I would like to welcome you, to my world of,
Stupid friends dumb brawds,
What the f*** they trick me for? So whatt,
They tryna choose for my heart,
They must not really know what I really want, its obvious they don’t,
So don’t they ever, ever, ever, come and take me apart,
Come talking about she the right one for me, as I see, I fu** around and not mess with thee,
Coming from the guy with a cold heart and see’s, that I’ll be alone for ever until death over takes me, Pick and choose, pick and choose, no I gotta stop, stupid cooze go for another guy who’s hot,
Eat a d***, get a life you a gold digger,
I’m a slim half breed who in heart is a big winner,
There not mature but I’m still not, old enough to see that this is all just a big wad, of stupid bullsh** wrapped up in a plastic bag and thrown in the dumpster type sh**. FUCK A RELATIONSHIP AND FUCK THE DUMB FUCKS FOR PUTTING my mind in this trance.

I kinda loose it towards the end

January 26, 2012

cold, cold heart, digger, dumb fucks, dumpster, gold, gold digger, half breed, hate, heart, love, relationship, she, stupid friends, wad
The Statement Series

While I was looking though my facebook notes I saw that I had these string of notes that I called “The Statement” Theres like 6 of them bad boys. My mind was in a dark place at the time so all the vulgar language and psychopathic images that I insert in your head while you read them is a bit chilling…well not like that but its petty deep and expresses a lot of emotion and hate at this period of time in my life that I kept locked away in the shadows. I think I’m just gonna go and post them to this blog. I already have Pt 1 floating around here somewhere. Just go to the bottom of my site where the search bar is and type “The Statement Part 1” You should be able to find it then.

January 25, 2012

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Muffin Cap is Here!

So I thought it would be nice to make a blog to connect all my other blogs too. So now I have a total of 4 blogs and they are all not eeeven connected. Now I feel like I have wasted my time and energy in thinking of a cool name to give to a blog that may not eeeven be used….

But…theres hope.

If there is some way where I can get them all connected then its a go, I’m all set. But since no one has heard of Muffin Cap or seem it, although minutes after being made it had 48 views, I’m gonna give you the link so you can go and check it out yourself and tell me what to think, thats if you care which most you guys don’t.

There’s the link…have fun!

http://muffincap.blogspot.com/

January 24, 2012

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