So I have this friend and we have a strange relationship. Now when I mean friend, I refer to them as just a mere associate all because the relationship is one sided.
It’s sometimes hard for me to grasp how we even have this weird dynamic that works for only so many hours. Once it’s done it’s over with and then we part until the next meeting.
I kinda don’t like it because its one of those things that come about when you’re placed in a situation that stems from the need of a particular item or life style, resulting you to take part in an activity.
None the less, it’s strange that these things just kind of come about but who am I to say what’s wrong and right when we all have the same misconception. Regardless, we wouldn’t even be able to understand it, not to mention the amount of time it would take.
What ever it is, I got to make some serious changes.
~ keep it all smiles
I personally think that this year is going to be a great year! They say that life is what you make it so this year I’m going to lay my foot down and pave my path out myself instead of someone else doing it for me. Last year had its ups and downs but this year looks bright for me and my friends. We’re all getting paid, we all have good goals and right now we are all achieving them. It feels great knowing that you’re whole crew is doing well. We may not have stepped into the new year with a huge bang but we don’t need no overwhelming party to make the next 365 days memorable ones. My head is still foggy from earlier so I’ll make a much more clearer post about this new start of life here on earth later today if I remember to do so. haha!
Have fun everyone and make this your year as well!
Peace. Love. Skate (PLS)
Heart. Honor. Respect (HiiiPower)
Its that time again where the temperature is dropping and love is filling the air and causing rapid changes in human psychology. Kind thoughts drift and float through the breeze as people apply for seasonal jobs trying to get an extra pay check so they can buy something good for there kids this Christmas. Its a wonderful time and yet people like myself is dreading the fact that the year is almost over and we all have to start over again…I mean I have to start over again.
For example, last year my resolution was to get better at skateboarding…get sponsored…and something else. I can’t quite remember right now but I fulfilled all of them except for become a better magician but I’ll get that later this month or start first of next year.
Other than that Its time for me to make new goals to fulfill and become a better person inside an out. It’ll be a hard task but to succeed and make my dreams come true I gotta do what I got to do. You can’t let anything or anyone stop you. I’m going to keep working and keep pushing myself so I can live the life I wanna live, not live someones else’s life and be in there shadow. I’m not here to fight anyone’s battles or to impress anyone, just be me.
This is a short post and I need to get back on my blogging game, so expect a few more this week.
So for the “people” who keep up with this on going blog, you should know that yes I graduated from High School back in May. I am now attending JCTC (Jefferson Community Technical College). The degree i chose is Graphic Design.
Its been a bitch trying to get into school, I’ve been procrastinating and putting things off…now that I got most of it out of the way the college life isn’t that bad. I’ve met some cool people and plus now that I am working nights at UPS (I meant to blog about that) its been pretty chill. I thought the “Real World” would be a complicated mess…and it has but it wasn’t like what I was expecting.
I mean its hard but I just push through each day like nothing is happening. I still skate, Still got a girlfriend and have been able to do what I want and how I like it. This is just the beginning, I still got a ways to go to really see what this is all about. For now, this is the start of my long and drawn out Story.
If this all go away it won’t bother me
I gotta tight group of friends that follow me
Trickle down in the corner with the fallen G’s, rise again in the heavens like there’s a lot for me…now
What the hell am I supposed to do
Skate past all the bull drinking mtn dew
Little things we got in common I’m building blocks with you
Why you tryna pull away am I wrong for you?
I came damn near close
I’m so insane
I tried to calm down but I’m to broken, dang
Looking at an old picture with my eyes slayed
I’mma go back to reefer why should I care babe?
F*ck it all
Thats yo damn problem
Done this shit before now I’m cursing in the asylum
Going back to the reason why I chose a path
You took my course off now I’m stuck in the past….
(Act II Coming Soon…)
So on Tuesday the 17th was the first day of school in Jefferson county. We came back to the same thing thinking it was going to be a little different from last year. At least it felt the same to me. The first day went well, exploding monster cans and finally getting to talk to some of my friends that I haven’t seen all summer. The first week went by smooth and without any troubles for real. At least not any major troubles. Its only the beginning, lets see what Southern High has in store for us.
I still find it kind of hard to believe that I’m almost out of school. It seems like it was just yesterday that I was in head start. now I am 2 years away from leaving high school and entering the real world I just don’t know what to do with my self. Its kind of weird, exciting and a bit nervous because I’m only 16 and haven’t figured out what to do with my life yet. My family is trying there hardest to get me to think but just like any old teenager I rebel against them and don’t listen to a word that they got to say. I have been thinking for the longest though on what to do in my life. I have many goals that I would like to peruse but I haven’t taken the initial plan to go and do it. Well except for one but I don’t feel like going into to much detail on that matter. Don’t be trippen and think that its some weird job that I have in plan but no, when everything falls into plan you’ll see. I guess, thats if you pay any attention to what I post up for these people to see.
In school though they do come to us a lot and talk to us about college and stuff but it seem to be over whelming and time consuming to sit down and pick a college and how your gonna pay to get in. I don’t really see the need for college. Its only for those people who want to work in a big office tower and get told what to do by this big fat man who site behind his desk all day eating doughnuts, or is that was police officers do? Well it dosent matter, its some stuck up back stabbing boss. Then on top of that your stuck in a cubical surrounded by more back stabbing employees who suck up to there boss and will do anything to annihilate you and get you fired. Sounds bad right? It is. My view on life is different from most peoples because I see things differently then others do. Its like someone is looking at an apple and when I walk up I see an orange. I think I gave a bad example, how about you come up with one and I keep talking.
Anyways it seem like I have so many ideas and opportunities at hand but don’t take any action. 2 years of high school and where have I gone, no where. Most teens my age got a job. I got a part time job with my dad. Low pay ain’t kickin it in my world.
As I go on and on I find it useless that I keep going about this problem and think I should stop here. Unless you can comment on this post and give me a heads up on what I should do, feel free. Until then, I’ll be waiting on that post.